why does this always happen to me...I need to get im out of my thoughts

hey im back...school has started...and life really sucks...i thought i was totally going to love this year...i mean being a senior and all, but i guess this year once again wasnt meant to be a good one for me...i cant believe its november already...the ASSHOLE bush was re-elected, i cant believe people in this country are so IGNORANT...come on ( Read more... )

i hate being depressed

fuck fuck fuck fuck!!! i feel so stupid for writing this because in comparison to other people i have it good...but fuck my life sucks...im so tired of being alone...i want to cry...

haha last night i felt like a queen...i was spoiled by two older gentlemen, they purchased drinks and smokes for everyone, we enjoyed good conversation, and some good laughs and when the night was over they both kissed my hand goodbye...today i did a campus tour...some freshmen were touring the campus...haha they asked for my number and kept ( Read more... )

Truckin' got my chips cashed in. Keep truckin', like the do-dah man ( Read more... )

Sirens ring, the shots ring out ( Read more... )

so i should start my saying that my life just seems to get weirder and weirder...maybe its just me but i dont think ive ever had so much drama with men...ever...oh first off and something im super happy about...NO MORE VICTOR...i told him about my pregnancy scare thing he got upset and really seemed to mind the fact that i wouldnt want to keep the ( Read more... )

im really horny...i dont want to call victor even though i would really enjoy it...FUCK!!!!!!!

it seems like this week flew by...i guess because things are finally working out well in my life...i mean im not getting a present in nine months, which is extremely exciting plus im still single...which doesnt bother me that much...i guess ive become immune to it...but whatever...so last night i needed to go on a longs outing for some basic ( Read more... )