23 Hours in Hell

[maria_marchita]

I want to thank you all for all your words of support. They mean a lot to me

Comments

[vicarinatutugal]

This is heart breaking, thinking of you totally.
*hugs*

[silly_things]

I hope you don't mind me posting even though I'm not on your friends-list, lulahbelle posted a little message for you in her journal and I thought I'd peer in to see what's the matter and by the end of the post I was in tears and I'm so sorry I don't even know what to say

[maria_marchita]

Oh my Lord! What a wonderful thing to have happen - I completely believe it was her. I know my mom would say that sometimes at night in bed, she would see her mother, my grandma who died in '95. I hope so badly that my mom visits me again.

*friends you*

[et_tu_lulu]

I had an experience the night my mom died, but before I knew she died. Simply, I had a "dream" in which I told my mom everything, how I loved her, how I'd miss her etc and all that. And she told me that she'd always love me and be with me, but that it was time to go. I woke up after that dream and I knew she was dead, but I didn't get the dreaded call from my family for a few hours. The situation was a bit different in that we knew she was sick for a long time and knew that the end was near. But I firmly believe that somehow, someway, my mom came to tell me that everything was ok. And even now, there are times when I just get a feeling, I can't explain it any more rationally than that. I get this feeling like I'm not alone and all the sudden I feel like my mom is with me and that gives me a lot of strength. Even now, after she's been gone for 5 years, I still get that feeling and it always makes me feel a bit better. I'm not a spiritual person at all, but I do believe that loved ones who have passed never leave you completely and

[croupier]

I love you--we love you--and you are so strong, you are so much stronger than you know. It does not take the missing away, but you are in our hearts just as your mother is in yours. We love you.

[lost84]

Maria, I'm so sorry for your loss. I really don't know what to say, but I know you're going through extreme hell. It sounds incredibly stupid now, but it will get better. There will always be a certain kind of emptiness, especially when you were close and living close together. At first you will feel a bit worse than now, because now you're busy with the funeral arrangements, but after that you will have time to think and that's the most difficult time in my opinion. After that it will slowly get better, it might take a long time, but it WILL get better eventually. I'm so so sorry. But I'm sure your mum will still be there for you, in one way or another.

[eatenbyweasels]

Hi, Maria. I just caught up with this. I'm so very sorry and doesn't that sound wretchedly inadequate? So there are no words, but I wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you.

Kate