My parents church wedding was yesterday and I should have invited Matt to the party there was a shitload of liquor good mexican food and even single girls I would tell him but figure why depress him

I am actually happy today first time in a long time since I just found out that futurama is going to air new episiodes.

It doesn't seem like he cares not now or before. I said I wanted to be alone and he didn't say anything. I wonder if he knows that is him that decided to break us up even if I was the one to say it. He pushed me away to the point where I had to leave because I wasn't really with him. He pratically ignored me. The thing I don't get is why didn't he ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: October 22
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You Are Emerald Green
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So my mom is getting tested Monday, My Aunt is coming Tuesday and I am going to SanAntonio. Dennis has been a ass lately pratically spitting at my achievement of being accepted to DBU saying that everyone gets accepted to those things and my 3.0 average (out of 4)is not good. I have been feeling like crap and this depression shit is kicking my ass ( Read more... )

I realize now that it doesn't matter how much you love someone when the outside world plays the world always has it's way. They are testing my mother for leukamia. I think I shouldn't see anyone right now. I think I should be alone Dennis is too busy for me right now anyway and I need major support or to take my antidepressants again. Sure I am ( Read more... )

My mom is sick something is wrong with her liver and spleen they are tested her for cancer and ra which is what my grandma is dying from. My sister asked what this means and I told her it means she has a higher risk for these things toon and ovarian cancer but my risk was higher. She asked why and I told her that the PCOS puts me at a higher risk ( Read more... )

I have been thinking and maybe my dad was right. See he doesn't want me to date not for a while anyway. It's because I get sick alot and have things a matter with me. I was thinking about this past week because of all the pollution watches lately and how much trouble I was having. Plus the pain in my side from the PCOS. I was thinking about it and ( Read more... )

I have cut about 8inches of my hair off it's still about shoulder length. Its freeing though to let go of something that you had and worked on for a while. I got accepted to DBU the school my father wants me to go to YAH! yes that did have some sacrasm. My family is coming to town in a month for my parent's church wedding renewal ceremony thing. It ( Read more... )