Ganito naman talaga ang pag-ibig db? Minsan may naffriendzone ka na gusto ka pala at gusto mo pala talaga. Minsan ayaw ka ng gusto mo. Minsan ayaw mo ng gusto ka. Minsan di lang talaga kayo sabay na pwede.
Pero ganun talaga ang buhay db? I can't have everything. My life isn't like a movie. It's not like the books I read. I can't watch life happen by ( Read more... )

Babe, it's a second night. It's too much already. It's distracting me already

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I lost you again.

and this time, it might be permanent.

I always pray that the Lord will guide you and send you His angels to take care of you, make sure you're alright and safe. I think I know why these happened to me, to us, and I'm slowly learning all of it. and with that...

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Mahal kita.

At hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan ako titigil na sabihin un.

Mahal kita.

At hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan mag-aantay. Pero hanggang ngayon, hindi ko alam kung nagsisimula na ba akong mag-move on o nakatigil pa rin ako kung saan mo ako iniwan.

Mahal kita.

Sana marinig kong mahal din kita.

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I am happy as I can be. There will be times of troubles and darkness, as if there'll be no more light. But I know I can get thru it. I know the Lord will help thru it.

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

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Because no matter how much I try

I cannot deny

I miss you.

And I don't know which will come first, not missing you or not loving you.
Not thinking of you is hard too :/

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Lord, ayaw ko na po umiyak. Ayaw ko na po maalala. Ayaw ko na masaktan ng pa-ulit-ulit. Ayaw ko na po maramdaman ito.

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Learn to love yourself first

That's what people have been telling me all this time. But I'm pretty hard-headed, turning a deaf ear to every word they say, closing everything in.
But I know I had to stop this and start somewhere. And what a perfect time than Easter, a time of new beginnings.

This is my new beginning.

Sundays are the best. This is our ( Read more... )

It was only just a dream.

This is my reality. 24/7 on call to the hospital. A social/extra-hospital life, as I coin it today, that is semi-nonexistent. Based in the city. Coming home soon to the province, I hope. Friends who I know I can trust and yet I can't tell them much about this insecurity/sadness/loneliness. Family waiting for me to pass the ( Read more... )