The holidays are over. I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't just a little disappointed that they are. New tour dates are in place for 2004, and I only have a couple more weeks of vacation until flying out all over again. New Years' Eve was something else altogether.
Shawn never called me back, no email, no message, no nothing, he just up and
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I don't know if DRE will treat you O.K long term, but it sounds like you have fell in love with him already?
I know it's just as fucking difficult, but maybe you should try and go for someone who isn't famous. I know they can be with you for your money, and all that, but it worked for me.
Would it make you any happier for me to do a song with you? I was in a fucking rage with people before, but I'm in a good mood now I've released all of that anger.
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I've been thinking a lot about it, and I think the only problem is that I don't have much faith in myself and what I can offer a relationship besides who I am publicly, you know? And Dre's an amazing guy, but we're just friends.
I heard about what you're doing, leaving the hip hop game to go back to the church. I admire you for that so much. to walk away from the hype and the pretense and to go back to the word of God and concentrate on your family and making yourself a better person, that's just incredible. and the best part is that you seem so much happier for it. maybe I just need to find a way like that to find myself.
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I think, like many celebrities, you're trying to live up to that image you've created too much. You can offer a lot to a relationship; you've been through a lot. Offer your true self; don't try to be perfect, because no one is, and don't be afraid of one fucking thing that anyone in the business says, 'cause they don't care much for your mental well-being. They just fucking don't!
You've got enough money to live on, and you don't owe anyone anything, you just need to find someone who can ignore the status surrounding you.
I think you should listen to your own advice, and find such a thing like the church to make you happy. It's funny you write love songs, and here you are with love issues?
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