this journal is fake
( further clarification )

[ congratulations to the divine miss carey on her 16th #1 hit! ]

what a trip this has been ( Read more... )

I am an insomniac of the worst kind. I'm one of those people who needs a solid 12 hours a night to ever feel rested, and god knows I don't get that in between meetings, interviews, being social and working in the studio. Most times when I finally get to bed at home, curl up underneath the covers in a ball of exhaustion, satin eyeshade over my ( Read more... )

My birthday was fantastic, I spent it in Manhattan with Celine and Rene and then down in Florida with the entourage ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. Celine here. It is Mariah's birthday today and she has asked me to come and update her journal for her because she has had a few tooooo maaannnnyyy glasses of champagne. I told her that if I kept updating her journal for her when she was drunk, people would start to think that we were crazy. But she just laughed ( Read more... )

I'm tired. It's taken me a good 10 years to feel okay to admit that to myself, but now that I've learned how to allow myself to sit back and enjoy the ride from time to time I find myself feeling things so much more. Sometimes I amaze myself when I catch onto a particularly unjaded moment, with the downfall of emotion with the true weight of all ( Read more... )

andre_3000 :'(

The holidays are over. I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't just a little disappointed that they are. New tour dates are in place for 2004, and I only have a couple more weeks of vacation until flying out all over again. New Years' Eve was something else altogether. Shawn never called me back, no email, no message, no nothing, he just up and ( Read more... )

I'm confused. I've always been in control of my destiny, I never allowed anything to stand in the way of what I wanted and felt that I deserved. But what do you do when the lines of friendship get blurred, smudged by the hand of doubt and guilt and unrest ( Read more... )