i have a feeling this is going to be the shittiest birthday ever.

it's the day after tomorrow..
nothing i wanted to happen has happened.

and i can only focus on one [person].
and i know that this is never possible..

HALLOWEEN HORROR NiGHTS TONiGHTTTTTTTTTT ( Read more... )

so today i realized.

how interesting people's lives may be.

you never know what people really go through.
at school everyone seems to be a different person.

putting on a fake smile, pretending to be happy.
but what happens when they go home? is it still the same?

it made me really wonder.
how you'll never know the secrets of some people's lives

friendships are all about knowledge.

about learning the other person.
what they like, what they don't like.

what things make them mad.
or what can make them smile.

that's the reason most friendships don't work.
people don't take the time to realize all of this.

you can't truly call somebody your friend;
unless you really know them.

i'm reading this book called Bringing Up the Bones ( Read more... )

i shouldn't miss everything this much.

i shouldn't hate nice boys just because they actually try.

i shouldn't get aggravated when someone calls and it's not who i want it to be.

ehhhh.. it's been a bad day :[

i'm so sick of Timber Creek and it's stupid drama ( Read more... )

okay. so everyone knows theres drama throughout highschool. and yes, i am only going to be a sophomore. so guaranteed i'm not as wise as some people. but i have been through some pretty crazy things, and i have always learned a lot from them ( Read more... )