hooray for staying out all night with irish people!!! once again, hooray!!!

oh ambien. how silly you make me feel. i was just thinking that it hadnt done a thing (it had only been about ten minutes)...and then suddenly the world looked sideways. so im writing this sideways. hehe. good night.

im so ridiculously drunk that i feel high. do you know what i mean ( Read more... )

didnt get to go to the four faced tonight because of flaky goddam friends. damn damn damn. no hot irish bartenders for caity tonight. oh well. tomorrow im going goddamit, alone if i have to. because i plan to drink my sorrow away on valentines day with a few shots of whiskey with an irish bloke ( Read more... )

shallow sidenote ( Read more... )

so im here in pennsylvania--spending most of my time with my grandparents. and it's really strange to watch someone slowly dying. i have no idea when it will happen. we keep expecting it to happen everyday, but it doesnt, and i just wish wish wish that i knew what was going on in his head. what he is experiencing..because it looks so difficult to ( Read more... )

fucking fuck motherfucker cock sucker piece of cockeating shit. fuck.

went to the four faced again last night and denver was there with his accent and tattoo and we chatted a bit, he sat with us a bit after he kicked everyone else out at four am and bought us a round of irish whiskey and he's hot.
hooray!

p.s. paul and curtis im still trying to be able to go with you in march!

went back to the four faced, unfortunately no denver. however, i met this kid named dylan, who asked where i was from, and i said la canada, and he was like "oh yeah, i know where that is", and i was amazed!!! nobody knows where that is!!!!!! but he was like, my grandparents used to live there, on some street called chevy chase drive...and i was ( Read more... )

it's interesting how incredibly different my life is now, than it was....four months ago.........and then again, four months before that.... and then four months before that. i mean...do you guys remember when we all lived back in la canada, and just hung out, and watch movies, or go to equator, or go swimming, and whatever. and then like.. we all ( Read more... )