You think I don't read between the lines, but I do. I hear you loud and clear.

I wish I had someone to talk to ... or hang out with ... I'm lonely

I am so lonely.... I'm always alone.

"People will make you out to be a bad person so they won't have to feel guilty about the things they did to you."

I just invited one of the few friends i have left to come over for my birthday and i feel like crying because i feel so overwhelmingly stupid like what if she reads it and is annoyed????!

Whats wrong with me.

I am perpetually sad. Well, this feeling goes well beyond sadness... but whats the point of explaining anything anymore.

What am I still doing here?

Wow... people are so clueless.

I'm so lonely... even though I'm not alone.

Moving was supposed to be better, but its not. Its exactly the same. I still have nowhere to go. I still have nothing to do. I still have no friends. Moving here was supposed to change everything, but its all exactly the same.

Exactly the same.
Exactly the same.
Exactly the same.
Exactly the same.
Exactly the same.
Exactly the same.
Exactly the same.
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I don't want to be angry. I don't want to feel resentful. I don't, i don't, i don't.

I miss Colorado. I feel like moving here was a mistake. I feel like all i ever do is make mistakes. Everything is a mistake. Every decision i make.. its always one big mistake.