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Haunted....
I've grown to be so tired of my own mind. This depression will never leave me. These thoughts will never stop haunting me. The outside world doesn't see past the artificial shining star I've lit inside me to hide the true darkness that haunts my very being. Everyday should be a gift, but all my mind perceives is torment. After the death of lead ( Read more... ) -
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I'm glad I didn't follow the normal path to adulthood. Life right now is amazing. Once I stopped doing all the things I didn't like, from working retail to getting rid of bad people around me, life CHANGED. I can honestly say that I am not the same person I used to be and I am glad for that. It shows how much I've grown and stuck to my own odd, ( Read more... ) -
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So, what if.... The 'Big Bang' that killed the dinosaurs was actually an explosion from the energy source that ancient ancestors supposedly used..... Wouldn't that be crazy..... Lol -
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My mind has still been lost in a fog lately. I've been feeling much more alone recently than I have when I first moved here. The new friends I made weren't the people I thought they were. The more people I meet, the less I want to be around any humans. I don't understand why my mind always does this to me. I miss my friends but at the same time I ( Read more... ) -
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is it possible to forget how to live? to learn, to want, to wish, to crave, to believe, to strive? is it possible to get so disconnected that your mind becomes lost in a fog ( Read more... ) -
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I keep thinking about the other night when I went to dinner with Jess. I thought she would be more excited about being recently engaged, but all she could talk about was her concerns about him finding a better paying job and that he needs to improve this credit score.... This is the part that keeps repeating over and over in my head.... She began ( Read more... ) -
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That awkward moment, when you realize your friend is racist ( Read more... ) -
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Soooo my friend is here at my house and says "hey, show me that song you can play on your guitar" I grab my acoustic, pull out my song book and as I'm about to play the song she starts to select a movie on netflix and starts to watch it...... Have people become socially retarded?
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family affairs
So, this Sunday that just passed I was at home rather bored. I got a call from my friend Chris inviting me to Lunch at Denny's with Nick. While I was having lunch, I got a call from my sister, Carolina. Apparently, my family forgot to invite me to the family BBQ ( Read more... ) -
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After returning from months of being absent, I sit back and watch the same people I used to buy shots for, buy a round of shots and exclude me. Will this how it be when I leave? Am I already forgotten?