warm october nights...

i guess this is what yellowcard was talking about.

 I'm sad again.
Someone please please please please help me.
I don't want to crawl back to him.
But I really do because he's so cute and I loved him and I love him and I cant stop looking at pictures of us.
Why did I do this?

School has started and so far I have been a bad student.

It was well worth it haha.
Class time!

 if i did the right thing, why do i still cry every night.

I'm very overwhelmed right now with so many things.
I hope I made the right decision but only time will tell.

I miss being tan and going to the beach.
I only went to the beach twice.
Being 21 is so over rated.
I can't even cry anymore about anything.

I just wish school could start so all I have time for is work and studying.
How pathetic.

I'm not really sure about anything right now, but ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Danielle!!!
we never thought this day would come. hah

I'm really indecisive about whether I'm happy or sad right now. 
I feel grown up in a way. I also feel kind of reckless. Right now time is really important to me. I need more time for everything. I'm having a kind of out-of-body experience. 
I really miss people. A lot of people but Danielle especially cause like, summer is our thing. I don't know. 
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things are not good.
i got a ticket,
im falling behind in school,
im sick,
i cry a lot,

and my cousin died. died. 17. he found a gun. i dont even know what that means. found a gun?
i dont understand a lot of things in life. this is one of them.

Things are so good. I got my first test back for the semester and I got a 90. I'm soo smart.
Friends are FABULOUS, finally.
Steve is AMAZING.
Work SUCKS but thats ok.
I love EVERYTHING.
Except work.