I'm really happy right now. Even though I have a lot of things I need to take care of... I'm just really happy about everything.

My boyfriend has a lot to do with that, because I love him. =D

Still. Not. Over. It.

I know eventually I will get over this but I'm not going to pretend I am, no matter how pathetic it seems to dwell on it.
When I'm OK, I'll be OK but I won't be OK before I'm ready to be OK.

I think I'm almost OK.

But sometimes, I still fucking hate you.

UUUUUUGGGHH.
Confused, frustrated, upset, lost, annoyed, angry.
Where is my sister?!!? =(

 I can't believe how much I loved you ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Really confused. Trying to be happy. Nerves vs butterflies. Guilt vs pleasure. Bored vs tired. 
It's hard to not be needy. I'm doing OK though.

I wish it could just get warmer faster.
And I wish I didn't have the empty feeling in my stomach every time I see you.
Empty.

I tried so hard to make this prefect but you and I somehow ( Read more... )

Honestly, in life, I hope people are as happy as they pretend. Sometimes, its really obvious when people are faking it, or exaggerating it and whats the point?

I think you should really just do the things you want to do and be with the people you want to be with and just live. Stop bragging because, can I tell you something? The people that are ( Read more... )

I LOVE:
Steve
Amanda
All my friends
Snow
Christmas stuff
RIDING A MECHANICAL BULL
School almost over
Going to the gym
Huge paychecks
Shopping
and as much as I complain, I love being totally busy. (:

 (:

sooo happy.
things arent perfect but thank god for best friends and boyfriends and finally some real fall weather.