Yup, surprise surprise i am an idiot. imagine that. i swear this time all the signals were there and others agreed but once i again they scurry off. i don't understand it. I am a great gal, i give a guy all the space they need, and i am good looking to boot. yet they always run...unless i don't want them...and then they just love me and keep ( Read more... )

well as we all can expect i am talking about the same stupid boy as usual. i have had a bottle of wine so ia m particularly feeling emotional. and i am very thankful that the stupid boy did not call tonight becuase i would say things i don't mean to say. I ahve not been [articularly open with him of late becuase i do truly care and i prefer to ( Read more... )

You know, I love reading through old entries, they sure make me chuckle. anyways.....what's new and exciting in Tina's life? well I just had my big 2-8 Birthday. feeling mighty old these days. still single, no kids....at least i have finally started a career so i feel like i am accomplishing something, lol. speaking of career, i am mighty ( Read more... )

It's an up and down world and I constantly feel like I am on a rollercoaster. I am still flying high after the terrific day I had yesterday. Now first of all I have to admit I am a sucker and I tend to go way out of my way when I care about someone. Now the story of why I can't get this darn smile off my face. We've read a billion posts about ( Read more... )

well.....i am aggravated. i shouldn't be. I do this all to myself. i think things will change and they won't. I have to face the fact that i have a possessive roommate who must feel like i belong to him or something. I went to dinner with Luke for Sushi and while i was there Vinny called. he asked what i was doing and with whom and i told him ( Read more... )

Well life has kept me on my toes lately. I totalled my car on thursday afternoon after taking a nice long relaxing hike at Tilden. I was driving home in fact. And my poor Margerita got her side bashed in. It makes me very sad to see her and I need to call someone to come get her pieces tomorrow. and in the meantime after recovering at home for ( Read more... )

Well, it's official. I do it every freaking time. I scare them away. Everytime I actually really like someone, I scare them away. What do I do? I don't even know. I really don't think that I am that bad of a person. What is so unlovable about me?! Maybe I overcalled him. but he was the one calling me half the time so that can't be it. Can ( Read more... )

Well, it is as I thought. I am having a really hard time motivating myself when there is noone here to look over my shoulder. Myspace has more of a grab of my attention than my work does. Don't get me wrong, i have been working hard for the clients I have, it's just motivating myself to get new ones that is lacking. shoot me.

well....it truly is just me at the office now....at least for 10 days. my bosses have gone on vacation. it is just me. who the hell trusts me enough to leave me in charge of an office. this is kind of freaky. i got massive amounts of work to do too. I have a listing that closes on the 20th. and 2 other listings to sell. plus at the moment i ( Read more... )

Just an update, i knowi have said it a bunch of times already but this boy is very dangerous to me. i can see myself falling very fast but worse than that somehow he has the ability to make me do whatever it is he wants me to do. i just melt. and he just says the right things. and he makes me mad. and he makes me laugh and we just have so ( Read more... )