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Garrett. I love you. Oh god I love you.
life is funny...that is just stupid...god it hurts soo much..in only three weeks, i lost all of myself, its silly, it was only three weeks...but it came with no warning. i loved him...i love him...and it hurts, cause he doesnt want me...he wants nothing to do with me...and im falling apart...i cant keep hold of myself anymore...im just slipping and ( Read more... ) -
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last night was...a dud...ive been looking forward to it for a long time...and it just wasnt happening...i felt something there...he was interested...he just wouldnt make the first move...i tried my best to pave the way, and he responded in like...but it just didnt happen...and now alls i got to show for it, is me liking him even more...even if he ( Read more... ) -
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hurtin something awfull right now...mostly emotional...ill post why later -
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What in the bloddy hell is up with men...argh men...and while im on it...what is it about me that can only seem to attract the wrong kinda men...the ones that make it insnely obvious they only want u around for sex, and if u dont give them what they want, why should u even be there in the first place?...for once id like to date a decent guy who ( Read more... ) -
by two's and three's do the waves go marching
so...at home, after a rather good night at work...we hit and exceded sales, and labor broke even...was kinda annoyed when i got there, cause as usual, the store was filthy...no rude customers tonite...just some 8 year old kid trying to pay with a check, and then he called back insisting his pizza only had 9 slices in it...he was apparently home ( Read more... ) -
lifes pretty tuff now isnt it....
thats one of my fav morphine drip songs...they are a friends band, not bad for non bigtimyness... they have a website if you wanna take a look...themorphinedrip.com...fyi, ive been watching alot of buffy, so my words are all cutesy right about now...not all of them mind you...just some...so yeah..alots goin on in my life right now...nothing ( Read more... ) -
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For those of you about to embark upon the journey through my mind, let me make one thing clear, i am not here to make you feel good, i am not here to amuse you, i will not hold back on my words, and i will be trash talking alot of people...i prefer to do it here, where noone knows me in reality, than in reality where i can truely hurt poeple. dont ( Read more... )