I'm not going to leave, but I don't want a relationship that fucked up. I WILL be in your life, but I won't date this person. I don't like you when you're cranky, and it seems like your whole attitude has changed to a mean cranky guy, which isn't the guy that I liked so much.
Never changing doesn't make you strong Jason, it makes you weak and ignorant. Weak, in that you are afraid of the change that inevitably happens to everyone, whether it's for the better or worse is your decision. Ignornant because you believe that it makes you more of a man to stay the same boy. A real man accepts the changes that need to be made in his life, and changes them...without ever looking back. You are afraid of me hurting you, and that's why you are pulling this bullshit. Either that or you've already been hurt. That makes you weak, and so does the fact that you can't trust, and have to live alone in your own litle world with your rat, and sleep all the fucking time. If you want to be strong, for yourself and for others, get the fuck up off of your ass and change your flaws. I'm sick of fucking bullshitting people. Dammit, now I'm pissed. ~jess~
own up to your own shitlalalaenigmaJanuary 10 2004, 20:15:10 UTC
jason, i do not have a problem with you, in the slightest. but COME ON! you can't blame others for your own shit. that is not being grown up, that is being so fucking immature. and i mean, i'm what...14...and I dont even say " oh it's jessicas fault that shes cute and little and guys like her more" no, i own up to my shit and say " maybe i could be a little more optimistic." because its not jessicas fault. ( that was an example) i think that you're a cool, nice, good guy all around, but own up to YOUR shit. thats exactly what my moms ex-boyfriend never did. he blamed ME and my mom for making him uncomfortable when it was HIS reluctance to change. if you want friends, if you want to be accepted and loved, I'm not saying to change who you are, but dont blame other people for your own shit. and dont complain about shit when it is something that YOU can change. i'm sorry for making this sound so mean...but right now i think you need to hear it.
im not let down or pissed off... check it 1,2 call me the very second you read this no excuses... if you dont have my new cell number its (317)213-3352... you can talk and i will listen and you can feel better... Sam
Yes...let us post our telephones on the a public internet forum for all to see....
Anyway, Jason...you really need to move back here or something. You don't seem to be as happy in New Mexico as you were here. Just always remember those kick ass times in 7th grade Home Ec making fun of Newlin and then riding to Wal Mart on our bikes to make fun of the other Jason at White Castle.
There...that should make you feel like you have a friend....
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Dammit, now I'm pissed.
~jess~
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check it 1,2
call me the very second you read this no excuses...
if you dont have my new cell number its (317)213-3352...
you can talk and i will listen and you can feel better...
Sam
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Anyway, Jason...you really need to move back here or something. You don't seem to be as happy in New Mexico as you were here. Just always remember those kick ass times in 7th grade Home Ec making fun of Newlin and then riding to Wal Mart on our bikes to make fun of the other Jason at White Castle.
There...that should make you feel like you have a friend....
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Or the time we got in trouble for fighting and had to 'run' extra laps.
Goddamn....8th grade gym was amazing.
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