Hey journal! Long time no see! I have been soooooo fucking busy! So, very eventful day, got offered a job in Jemez, got an interview for a job in Santa Fe, got my picture taken for the Venue, called Jason, got hit on by this guy that I always thought was cute(more on that later) found myslef attracted to a gay guy, and realized for the first time ( Read more... )

I seriously had the worst day today, first off, I realized that I don't have any friends. That's a killer because I've always had friends. Then I realized that I don't have a social life, which is a product of having no friends. Next I realized how fat I'm getting. Jason that squish I said I was getting rid of, yeah, not happening. Then I think I ( Read more... )

Well, hello there journal, long time no see baby. I've decided to tell you about valentines day. It was really fucking fun you know. I went and got my pictures professionally taken, then I went horseback riding, then out to dinner at samuri, and then we went to the circus, the best part of about all of this is that Jeremy made all of the ( Read more... )

Hah, and the crazy bitch that he broke up with cried even though they have been dating for less than a day! Sorry, that was kind of exciting. On a more upset kind of level, I don't think Jason got my message, wait he just called, so yes he did. I so hope this didn't hurt you Jason, because I really care and I really still want you in my life, I ( Read more... )

So, here's my past two days. Day 1: I get ungrounded, make out with a pretty guy(who thinks he's gay, long story), Jeremy gets mad at me, calls me angry, asks out another girl(who has a nasty std, and is a humongous stoner), goes out with her. Day 2: I'm mad at Jeremy for thinking he controls my life; don't know he's going out with her; pissed off ( Read more... )

Ok, I suppose, but only because a special swedish boy asked me to, that i'm updating breifly. I'm angry, and no one cares. This one guy promised he'd call me before nine, even if were juts for 3 minutes, he promised me this at 8:00. He didn't call. Ever since whatever happened with him, he doesn't talk to me that much, and he doesn't want to be in ( Read more... )

Hello my beloved Journal, it's been awhile since we last spoke! I missed you, and I almost forgot you existed...I am having a lovely day...I am enjoying life and all that exists within it, and I'm consoling a friend who is having girl problems, but they are almost exactly the same problems I went through. It's nice to be able to give advice that ( Read more... )

I hate republicans with a very, very strong passion. I'm so incredibly anti-violence, and they are so incredibly not. Sure, I'm all for our freedom, but not all for attaining it by killing, and making lies, and causing drama to make the little men feel like the government has got it all under control. I hate their stupid pigheadedness, and how they ( Read more... )

wow, so it's been awhile since I've been depressed...but here I go all over again. I'm going to start feeling for Jeremy again...I do it whenever he makes me feel like shit, maybe so he doesn't hate me, and realizes what a nice girl I really am. Maybe it's so that I get the last laugh, and maybe it's just because I still have feelings for him and ( Read more... )

Wow, I am really sick of guys. Like, alot. They are so freaking stupid. all of them. I usually don't get bored of guys in general, but I think I finally am. Sincerely, I have had too much. Even the thought of kissing another one is grossing me out. Except Drew I suppose, just because he doesn't get boring. I've always wanted to date him though, and ( Read more... )