i dont really put anything on here anymore and i pretty much know why, my life is on repeat so if you want to know whats going on in my life its the same shit that was going on 3 years ago, hopefully we can break the cycle one day....

"and love said no ( Read more... )

"Sailor Tattoos ( Read more... )

ive been in Austin for the past few days and ive been trying to ween myself off of smokes and pot, now in doing this all the memories ive been supressing are all comming back, it sucks so much like you wouldnt believe, its just putting a lot more stress on me and making me a little more depressed then i should be, i need a fix cause i need to keep ( Read more... )

im heading to Austin tomorrow, so ill see everyone when everything clears, God be with everyone and i hope we all have a home to come to....

"so you sailed away, into a gray sky morning"

goodbye my friend, it was nice for the moment, i hope i see you again, and finally get to talk to the real you and not your ease dropping significant other....

i need to start training this winter, i think im going to get into shape and go play for a baseball league around here in the spring, ive havent played sports in a long while, i better use my body while its still young....

ive decided to write a novel, i have the concept for it and everything, but i dont want to say too much, i want everyone to read it, ill let everyone know when its done....

the great thing about me is i can always forget everything like it never happened, and in doing this i will always be the one who is on the top looking down below....

this sucks, everything sucks, the world spins in a suckular motion, because it sucks, not seeing my friend sucks, not hearing from friends(past and present)sucks, not having enough money sucks, not being able to go away to school sucks, being in school sucks, not having enough equipment sucks, not having a relationship sucks, having disturbing ( Read more... )