you might not know it yet but im going to be a rockstar....just you wait

well i had another let down in life, i got rejected, but im taking it pretty easy. until i start to think and then its all down hill from there. ive decided to never plan anything before 1 month, ive made too many goals and too may plans that have not worked out, its really draining on a persons self esteem. i have so much to live for, but dont ( Read more... )

just thought i would try....

i just dont know about somethings these days, i have like a fucking billion thoughts going through my head and no time to grasp any of them, i have so much i want to write about but i need some more music, im feelin a little indecisive with a few things but who wouldnt be at this point in time, i dont know if i want responsablity cause i probly ( Read more... )

Hello??.....anybody still out there..... space is lonely

Gone. everybodys gone. im the only one thats left now. oh what to do, what to do....just keep on going thats it

its been awhile since ive wrote on this thing, the world is the most twisted horrible place and its not getting any better, ive just recently lost one of my bestfriends last weeks so i have to add her to the list of many that have given up and left, i believe the world is built on cycles, everything or everyone somehow comes back all the time, this ( Read more... )

"ive spent all my life searching for Heaven, and when i finally found her she told me to go to Hell.."
-Calder

its been some time since i seen real daylight, ive been trapped inside this buzzing florecent hell. ive just been trying to get school stuff done so i dont have to think about it anymore. you know, you think that if you bury something so deep that it wont exist. i have to say its not true, feelings no matter hateful or loving still remain. no ( Read more... )

i dont usually do these things but im bored and ive been tagged like twice, and maybe its time some people got to know me ( Read more... )