also, my creative writing teacher liked the assignment i turned in last week, which makes me want to cry tears of joy. she's bitter and sarcastic and obviously my hero. i want to be her.

things i need:

1. an ibook
2. a camera
3. a bike
4. to stop whining
5. more time
6. motivation
7. sleep

bloodsimple is amazing, soulfly is (are?) only average live, max cavalera is not attractive, i am emotionally masochistic and indifferent to life.

something has to happen soon.

I've spent the past couple months consciously seeking out alone time. Actually, it started in May or June--my summer goal was to be happy alone. And I guess being alone and being happy alone are two different things. I realized something today or maybe yesterday. Being alone isn't anything new for me--I've always been alone. I've never been in ( Read more... )

i like having bobst parties with james, because i get to go be a nerd at the library without being a lonely nerd and because we generally end up talking after we're done studying. and talking to james is fun because afterwards, i always seem to feel better about life. the universe. and everything.

or something.

i'm tired.

i want to spend the rest of the week in bed. maybe the month. watch movies, read _the idiot_, sleep ( Read more... )

that coughing you hear? that would be me, dying slowly.

( i was tagged to do one of those meme things! that's never happened before! )

i have a lot to do. and i think i'm getting sick, again. maybe that's why i mostly just want to sleep all the time. i'd sleep all day if i could ( Read more... )

i'm so not being productive. someone please make me be productive.

i... had a very good conversation with someone last night. no one is perfect, but that's okay. and apparently, i'm finally making good decisions. i think i somehow got a little more mature without realizing it, because i... was smart last night. and, like, responsible. and... i feel good about being alone. alone with lots of friends, that is ( Read more... )