1) If it doesn't feel right, it probably isn't. There's a reason why certain things cause a pit to develop in the middle of your stomach. Listen to your instincts, they're definitely urges you do NOT want to go against. You'll regret it if you ignore them ( Read more... )

I really need to start taking responsibility for my own actions. I'm too old to always be counting on other people to do for me what I need done, too old to be unsure of my own intentions and motivations. Too old to chalk things up to alcohol, to temptation, to "the moment." Like Chris--or, as Beth affectionately calls him, "Mallard"--once said ( Read more... )

For those of you who knew me last year, I was involved in a rather painful incident which consisted of someone writing things about me in their livejournal, me politely asking this person to stop, and this person continuing to do so, because he thought that it was his personal space and the fact that it was posted on the internet was irrelevant to ( Read more... )

i haven't eaten all day and i feel like shit. i need someone to talk to, but i don't really know who to go to. i can think of at least one reason not to go to each person who pops into my head. don't get me wrong, i have amazing friends, and close ones, and quite a few of them, and i love them to death, but lately i feel very isolated. i know a ( Read more... )

wow. so this is definitely the worst valentine's day EVER. you know, it's weird, i've never really given a shit about this day. i mean, i didn't even really start dating until i was 16, and not seriously until i was like frickin 19 or so, and before that i was too oblivious of my own dorkiness to realize that it was pathetic (or at least ( Read more... )

i'm an absolute mess today. i haven't slept in 3 days, i haven't been eating, except chocolate, and i've come really close to crying in public a few times today. how embarrassing. only a few people besides those who witnessed it know about my recent breakup with shant. and even of those who know about it, only about 2 or 3 actually understand ( Read more... )

wow, i could not be happier right now that it's friday. this week has absolutely SUCKED for me, up until last night actually which should have been the worst part of it but for whatever reason i was on the biggest natural high EVER. anyhow, tonight it bri's b'day party at the house, and i couldn't be more excited and ready for it!!! i don't have ( Read more... )

talk. scream. shout. dance. laugh. love. LIVE!!! omg i KNOW that's cheesy, but seriously, what the fuck is the point if you're not having the time of your life!?!?! yeah i'm CLEARLY on a high right now, but hell, why shouldn't i be? i have a great fucking life. and i want to love every fucking minute of it!!! so on that note, i'm going ( Read more... )

SO... FUCKING... BUSY!!!!!

ok i think i want to marry livejournal. props to bethany on this one... she really did know what she was talking about. i LOVE venting to this thing. anyhow... so i've decided to come clean with my mom about the whole my-boyfriend-had-a-girlfriend-who-wasn't-me fiasco. if you don't know what i'm talking about, please don't ask. it's over and ( Read more... )