honestly, the more i think about it, any girl would be lucky to have him. it's just a matter of finding the right girl. but really, he's an incredible person, brilliant, self-motivated, loves life, GORGEOUS, and so so so giving and affectionate. he really is wonderful. sometimes i do feel overwhelmed though, and a bit confined, in the ( Read more... )

so, as most people know, i have this ridiculous habit of drawing people in so freakin close and then all of a sudden for absolutely no reason at all, deciding i'm irritated and pushing them away. like by doing the DUMBEST things, such as making nasty comments to them, insulting some of their mannerisms which until that point i had found endearing ( Read more... )

ahh, writer's block. how i LOATHE thee. i want to be a writer, and yet about 99.9% of the time it seems i can't fucking write!!! i LOVE to write, i have INCREDIBLE material to write about, and i have all the ideas... it's just somewhere in between my brain and the computer screen something gets really messed up. my biggest problem is my ( Read more... )

so the weather's getting nicer, and my heart's starting to feel a bit lighter. i must admit, with the way my life's been going lately, i wake up in the morning just praying i make it through the day without crying. well, i don't actually pray, i just hope. i haven't tried to get back into the praying thing just yet. i used to pray... but anyhow ( Read more... )