So I'm married now. Wow that makes me sound old. It doesn't feel any different. Just that knowing if we were to break up we'd have to go thru the process of divorce. And now I have the feeling like he's mine, mine to take care of and have responsibilities for. Other than that, nothing's changed. Its just a big weight off my shoulders having that ( Read more... )

Wedding is officially two weeks away. I hope everything works out. I don't care how cold it is, I don't want it to rain. Nobody likes rain. As long as there is no moisture everything will be fine ( Read more... )

ONE MONTH!!!

Like, OMG, only one month left. I'm not so much nervous about the event so much as I am getting set up and everything going well.

My mom just concreted my happiness of not having alcohol at the reception (not that we're allowed anyways). She totally pissed me off this week, but the more time goes on and the more I talk about it, the ( Read more... )

As I was leaving for work this morning I saw a church marquee that said "Be the change you want to see in others."

And lately that's been the case. I'm fighting with how I feel about some people and can't decide how I want to perceive them anymore. Granted there's a slim chance I'll run into them any time soon but you never know what might happen.

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I had a dream Friday night that Sun Valley got a new band director (don't ask me why, it just wasn't Reynolds) and for marching season they needed some volunteers to help with sectionals. Somehow I was able to be lowwinds captain again.

God I miss band and my music.

"Undeniable"
It's undeniable how brilliant you are
In an unreliable world you shine like a star
It's unforgettable now that we've come this far
It's unmistakable that you're undeniable

February 5th, Friday morning, purple dawn
Broke a yawn, as a I stepped through the fog, like I stepped to a song
A moment like a poem, you wish you could hold it
I shut my ( Read more... )

OMG so how fast is time going? It seems like it was just August and now its a month and a half away from chrismas!! speaking of, I hope the dipping economy will really show people the meaning of christmas this year. I'm sorry, but when christmas becomes waiting in a half-mile long line since 3am trying to buy a $400 entertainment system for spoiled ( Read more... )

So yeah just pretty tired at work right now.

Nothing really going on except.................WEDDING PLANS!!! That's right, we finally set a date, finally got a place to have it after looking for 2 months, and now things are rolling.  Events have been kind of weird in planning it, figuring out how we were going to pay for it and then once we got it ( Read more... )

So Jeff told me I need to post. So I will. Readers, be forwarned, this is a pessimistic post. Has anything good really happened this week anyways?

I'm fucking tired of hearing about the gas "crisis." Let me start off by saying, why the hell is one of our biggest arguments about off-shore drilling and then why are we freaking out about the Gulf ( Read more... )

So nothing much new going on. House is fine, we are fine, trying to plan the wedding a little more but there's only so much you can do this far out.

Jeff started a new job, thankfully, he was really bad off at the other one, but its not worth going in to. I mean, he was horribly abused there, mentally, physically, emotionally, it was horrid. But he ( Read more... )