"Leave Out All The Rest"

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you ( Read more... )

 I'm going to post because I feel I haven't in a while. Its strange how I can have so much to say yet when I'm ready to write it down its gone. Perhaps its just as well this time, its quite possible there may be trouble coming from it.

I find myself acting like a 4 year old having a temper-tantrum. About people who have no affiliation with me ( Read more... )

So things have been going surprisingly well lately. The house situation is doing great. Only little unexpected expenses have come up here and there, but then again, i've gotten one of my credit cards paid off for good.

Wednesday was quite nostalgic. Jeff had to help his dad on the farm, but since the weather looked so bad I told him I didn't want ( Read more... )

Because my lunch hour is almost up but reading random people's livejournals in hopes of gaining new perspectives have kinda brought down my mood a bit ( Read more... )

 
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 Quick rundown. I just spoke to one of the only people who actually do anything on here anymore. And I'm starting to get slack on it too. Guess I'm just growing up.

Went to Knoxville on the 8th to see my cousin graduate from Univ. of Tenn. on the 9th. Jeff proposed the nite of the 8th. It was great.

We're moving into our new house next weekend. ( Read more... )

Its the end of the week. I'm tired and on edge. I can't stand myself, can barely see how anyone else can stand being around me. Its like Monday thru Wednesday I'm ok, just tired by the time I get home. But come Thursday and Friday, every little thing ticks me off. Stupid comments send me flying off the handle. I have no patience whatsoever.

But Jeff ( Read more... )

 My faith is slipping on actually moving out anytime soon, maybe even this year. Mark's a great realtor...i think, i haven't dealt with many, if any. But Jeff and I are finding more potential homes on our own than he is. Granted the area we like has more people moving in than out, and most houses are new and cost an arm and a leg and your firstborn ( Read more... )

 "Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just ( Read more... )

He called me gorgeous. No one's ever called me gorgeous before. We had a great night on Saturday. actually the whole weekend was really great. we haven't had time like that together in a while. even our 4 year anniversary get-a-way unfortunately wasn't as great as i hoped it could've been with me being sick and moody and all. but its so nice to ( Read more... )