"You come into the world alone and you go out of the world alone, yet it seems to me you are more alone while living than even going and coming ( Read more... )

Apparently I drank last night. I have had a rollercoaster of a week with no end in sight. So much good mixed in with so much bad. More honesty than perhaps ever in my life. I can't thank sirpa enough for being a fabulous friend and roommate. I was hurting on Tuesday and you really helped me out. I'm still hurting. I feel like my insides are twisted ( Read more... )

I'm drinking tonight...because I can. And i'm watching MXC because i can. I may be slightly drunk right now..potentially.

I am so tired! And I have more to say but not now.

I am so excited that Michelle is my little! She is a sweetheart and I look forward to spending time with her next week! YAY

What a fucking night. I still can't believe it. I actually got locked in my bedroom by myself. Without a phone without anything! And I live on the second floor so I couldn't exactly climb out...so luckily I have a computer. I IMed Kiana and she called security and came over. It was just ridiculous. And cat was crying and sticking her paw under the ( Read more... )

What a weekend..and it's not even over yet. Carly and I had a blast last night. I really needed that. I showed a lot of people my underwear...what do you do ( Read more... )

Apart from having a really good Friday night (that I won't go into detail) this is turning out to be a horrible weekend. I spent saturday night sitting in the ER with my father. He was having stomach issues the last few days and finally decided to get it checked out. Come to find out that there is more to the story. It turns out that about once ( Read more... )

I stay up too late. I was up until 3 last night. I got up at 8 just barely. I'm just about to give my psych presentation. It's a busy day today. Maybe I don't have anything to say right now. I'll get back to you ( Read more... )

I haven't had the time or energy to update lately but I feel I should because I want to remember how this feels to be here at Linfield. I received an email on Monday that told me I was accepted into the Norway program. This means I will be gone from here for about 5 months. I was so happy and elated to hear I was accepted. I spent most of the ( Read more... )

Somehow I missed the change from summer to fall. I was heading back from class today and I walked through a thick cover of gold and red leaves. If feels cold and crisp in the morning now. How long is 5 months really. I miss long summer days where I had time to sit and think about things like life and nature. The whys and hows of life. Now I'm ( Read more... )