things are going pretty okay ( Read more... )

and when you look into her eyes. it might be hard for you to realize. she will NEVER be me.

i just keep forgetting that i dont love you anymore.

somone. find me a boyfriend. asap.

=D thats love.

ah. i want a boyfriend..

k now i must do spanish homework. <3

schools good.. hard but its fun.

got a b on my spanish test. not bad. failed my summer reading test on martian chronicles.. sucks i know. my mom is gonna beat me if she finds out lol.

went to kiras last night. shaun conor tuq-a-luq and david came over.. and it was me ki jamie n kristin. it was fun.

woke up early. had fitness traning and 2 ( Read more... )

everything has been going wrong... school, soccer, cant go to homecoming, guys..

but soon itll be better.. but ugh a week is long enough for me to be upset. i hate it.

good-bye friends <3 marisaa

.. i have decided im going to start a new journal. i will prob. still write in this one to .. but my new jouranl will be my open thoughts on everything.. if you cant handle what i think and feel dont read it =D

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i sit and close my eyes, as confusion sinks in. i picture how everything used to be perfect..no flaws not a thing wrong. warm tears being to slowly fall, from my eyes to my cheeks, as they drop onto my chest, and i begin to fade back, slowly but surely into what i hate but must call reality... As if evertime i built up courage to stand up, its ( Read more... )

WOoOoOO this journal was brought to you by BROOKIE

i love marisa very very very much and she will forever love me

she is a very strong person and can get through anyhting

she has an aweosme personality

and i just love my stiffy

bf2tg <33 b :)

carrie ashton and blair slept over last night. fun fun. we died ash's hair.. not much diff. but it was fun lol. watched t.v. talked ont eh fone all that good stuff ( Read more... )