"I wondered how beautiful it might be to think of others as more important than myself. I wondered at how peaceful it might be not to be pestered by that childish voice that wants for pleasure and attention. I wondered what it would be like not to live in a house of mirrors, everywhere i go being reminded of myself."
it doesn't feel like christmas. bah humbug. i thought you were my best friend. i'm beginning to think otherwise. i don't get it. i don't get you. talk to me maybe? i love my brother and sister. they, unlike many other people, make me happy. merry almost christmas eve.
so when i said high school sucks the life out of me..apparently it literally does. i've lost 2 pounds since school started, and we've only been going for what 2 and a half months? if i keep up this rate i'll be nonexistant by the end of the year
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drama, girls, people caring too much about what other people think, and waiting (and unsuccessfully) trying to figure somebody out are getting very old. high school is sucking the life out of me
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i saw a little car with a big blue kayak tied upside down on top of it. that made me smile. why i found pleasure in this i'm not really sure. but i liked it. i love the cold. tomorrow's friday and then three day weekend. woohoo