so when i said everything was falling apart, i think i spoke too soon. who knows maybe change is good. but lately every bit of it seems to be bad ( Read more... )

i finally got to talk to her, monday. not for long, but just to hear her voice, it's amazing how much that means to me. i miss her so much. she's home now. got released on wednesday. i didn't think i'd ever get to talk to her again. i was very happy to hear from her and to know she's doing better ( Read more... )

so not much more has changed ( Read more... )

it's because I miss you, it's because you are suppose to be my best friend. the person who got us to meet is in the hospital, and we aren't supporting each other. i need you in my life. i need you as my best friend. i feel lost without you. i am trying to blame everything else, but i've been torn up since you left. i know it's the truth. that i ( Read more... )

this is one of the worst/most confusing times of my life i can re-call ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of dealing with drama ( Read more... )

time seems to slow every time i am at work. but i guess i can't complain much about my job. it's not hard, and for the most part i enjoy it. the down time is actually the worst part. i really want to be doing something i feel like i'm gonna get somewhere tho. cuz as far as connextions goes, i'm sure i'm as far up the ladder as i'm going to get. Not ( Read more... )

called in to work yesterday, tired/headache/irritable. all the reasons i decided not to come in ( Read more... )

so thursday i went to the rehab shows. first time seeing rehab. it was a great show, and at headliners. i must say headliners is my favorite local venue. almost kings opened for them and they were pretty fresh ( Read more... )

it's been over a year. reunion time.

life is content at the time.

i believe i will start using this again, i think i need a place to release some thoughts.
stay tuned.
♥