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When i want something my mom tells me to ask. She makes it a very important point to let me know that she in fact cannot read my mind.
Yet when she wants something i'm just supposed to know.
for example.
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god i felt like dying this week
what a hellish week..
i really felt like dying.
and now to top it all off my sister has decided that shes to good to e-mail ms tilley.
cause "those days are over"
goddamn drama queen
whore
fuckbag
god i hope you stay in Ontario.
i really thought her going away would make us closer
but its not
its like shes isolating everyone.
shes not e-mailing ms tilley.
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omy
Stupid christmas songs are pretty sketchy
I feel sad.
Isnt it amazing that tutoring after school, if just another way to prlong going home.
this place makes me feel so empty.
my sister is unhappy.
she misses mom.
thats probably the worst of it.
shes also getting bored with her job.
once the novelty wears off something, she doesn't like it.
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S'been a while. which it usually is, i only use this to vent.
i think my keyboard is dying the enter button is being a BITCH.
nothing feels real anymore
i cant imagine getting up and going to school tomorrow.
everything feels a little darker.
really quiet.
nothing happened to inspire this change.
so i dont know.
i feel like i should be writing more.
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bluekaffee is broken
why wont it work!?!?!?!
i'm going insane, i was actually going to write a journal today -.-
did you know i blow dryed my sisters hair, then curled it, then straightened it this morning?
no i bet you didnt!!!!
because bk is broken..
this is basically what i was going to write this morning
with the rant of a bk crazed addict in there to.
=P
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bad mood.
i've been kind of in a shitty mood all day.
i knew in the back of my mind that i shouldn't go driving with her today.
but i did anyway. smart me.
and of course we fought,
she doesnt understand that i realize my mistakes almost as soon as i make them,
i hate having her point them out.
today was the first time in over a week i've taken ONE turn to sharp.
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how can talking to someone make you so emotional and sad.
i really didnt think that was possible.
and now...
i just found out somthing more shocking
and now i'm more upset.
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so, 2 days until i leave.
i'm in kind of an emo mood, i dont really want to do anything, or see anyone.
but thats hormones for yah!
i want to hang out with nicole. or just walk around by myself.
but nine chances out of ten i'll end up meeting up with someone (my friends or my enimies)
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someone shoot me.
i need a shower, and some comfort food. mmm mcdonalds.
i cant wait to be gone, just away from this, i dont want to think anymore.
vacationing rocks.
move along move along