I am finding myself very upset and depressed by the fact that it is September and still haven't been able to accomplish some major and important things, which I've been trying to accomplish for 6 months to 5 years ( Read more... )

the good part of doing shitty and hating my life is sometimes it makes me bolder than i might otherwise be. or maybe it makes me as bold as i was before getting sick. hmmm.... i truly don't know which it is. so, yes, i'm letting a mr. somebody know that i'd like him to be my mr. somebody, maybe. anyhow, i'm e-mailing more than i would or more ( Read more... )

I just needed to say that ( Read more... )

i am bad today. i'm sure it was the repairman and cleaning for him yesterday that did it.

i want a new me. this is insanity.

don't know what else to say. i'm sick of the sick pathetic me!

Yes, it's true. Just 3 minutes of a phone call that wasn't a returned phone call, but instead one made entirely from the caller's own initiative. That is what makes all the difference in the world to me ( Read more... )

They are not ( Read more... )

I just discovered/realized how close we are to July.  It made me cry.  I think that says it all.  Can someone please throw me a party commemorating my 5th anniversary of being an invalid (you know, IN-VAL-id).

I hope I won't be this way for the entire month of july and the few remaining days of june.  I cannot live like this.  I really, really

I hate me.  Everything about me and my non-existent life ( Read more... )

I met a really nice woman today. She was kind about my illness. I didn't tell her what it was, but she asked about symptoms ( Read more... )