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I just returned
There's not much to say really, I'm sick and I'm extremely tired, I feel terrible and tired in every aspect of my life.
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I want to go home
I hate myself, I've heard my weight, I hate knowing how much I weigh, I get everyone's stares, I hate that they're watching me every time I want to lose weight, especially my sister, who never seems to want to see me well. I hate my weight, I hate my weight, I've heard it. I want to go home, I want to go home right now, I want to go home, take me ( Read more... ) -
I can't with this
I wish i never knew that... or well, this can be a thing than i could change or something like that... or... isn't? That's the only thing i have in common with gw, or well, that's not ok. The year of my death, 2021, and today I'm feeling a little bit like that, and i can't let nobody know this horrible part of me... my damn fkng weight
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Again
Hello everyone here at LiveJournal!! I am very sick today, and tomorrow I will be traveling with my family and I need to feel better, but I don't know if I will be able to do it, I feel very sick, but if I tell them they will surely cancel the trip so I have to pretend to be fine... something like that. Please pray for me.
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I miss u... so much
I never thought I'd say it, because I've been hating you with all my soul, but I miss you... I miss you so much and my heart breaks every time I remember that we can't be together again... we can't love each other, do you understand? Do you understand that there's so much I didn't tell you? Do you understand that we loved each other? I miss you ( Read more... ) -
Finally... I think
Well, I think I have some exciting news. I just bought the phone I wanted so much at last!! (I know that for others it is stupid to buy something like that because I literally just bought a Nokia 1208 phone from 2007 but I don't care what people say about it) lol
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God save me
Lord, I'm falling and I'm sinking in all my problems. I can't stand life anymore, I can't stand what I feel anymore, I don't know how to get out of where I got myself into, I don't know how to leave what I need to leave behind, I don't know what to do anymore Jesus, save me because I can't stand it anymore, but extend your hand and get me out of ( Read more... ) -
Why?
I'm here in front of u, in front of the person i hate with all my heart and soul... for real. I have nothing else to say, I'm drowning deeper and i know someday I'll be gone.
I hate your voice, i hate your lips, i hate your eyes, y hate everything about u, i hate your look, i hate... I REALLY HATE YOU!!!
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I miss u with all my heart... u, yes, u God.
when i walked by your side the world stopped, you were my reason for living, you were all i wanted, you were my refuge in the middle of the storm, you were my greatest passion, my greatest joy, my only achievement, you were my only reason to be happy... you were all i had.. i left, you didn't leave me, i left you and i was left with a huge void in ( Read more... ) -
can i achieve it?
I don't have much to say. I'm here writing from the car, my father is sitting there and my mother is in the passenger seat. I'm thinking about the project I'm recording in my studio. I love music. Have I said that before? I really love music and I want to sing always!!
Although in the midst of my joy, there's someone I miss... a long time ago I lost ( Read more... )