it is jonathan and i's one year so shut it about the cut tags thanks :-*

[mark_mcgrath]

usually i would just do the typical ramble through the update, adding in things about my failing career on vh1, and then add in a couple comments about my husband beating me with a shoe, and how i keep trying to drown sanoe on the weekends, but this update calls for much more

Comments

[liljonny]

Right now that was exactly what I needed to read. There's always confusion and that can tear you apart but if there is love there it can last. Thanks Mark.

[mark_mcgrath]

Hey man, I'm glad it helped you out some. I think no matter what relationship you're in, you're always going to have obstacles to step over.

[gregory_corner]

:-[

[mark_mcgrath]

what is that face for :-*

[gregory_corner]

that was cute i was going to say something mean but i'll give you a break today

[mark_mcgrath]

i appreciate that, greg.

[jonathan_davis]

Can you fucking believe we made it this far without killing each other? I'm glad we did though. It's pretty amazing seeing how volatile we were in the beginning, to the complete fucking comfort we have now. I remember how much a lot of the shit sucked at first, how jealous I would get and how I couldn't accept that you were a natural flirt. I'm glad you put up with it because I couldn't imagine not having you as my lover.

I don't think that anything I say could ever sum up how fucking amazing you are, or how you make me feel. Nothing I could ever write would do how I love you justice. You really kept my idea of love from not going down the porcelain shitter and showed me that if you love twice you really don't get fucked. At least not in a bad way.

I love you too and you better edit that last part out or I'll do it for you <333

[mark_mcgrath]

I had learned how to duck vodka bottles pretty well or i probably wouldnt have made it, kidding :-*. I was going to look up that v word but i think for once i know what it means, either way I am glad we finally got past that stage. I know my lifestyle made you insane but i am glad it never chased you away completely. And don't phrase it as 'putting up' with, because my bullshit was a lot worse than yours ever could have been.

You just made me all sorts of :-[. And the only part of me that is amazing is you, I am so thankful to have you after everything I did. I am seriously the luckiest guy in the world, and i fucking thank god for having you every single day.

You are such a cheat with knowing my password <333

[sanoe_lake]

you do not drown me on weekends, sob cut tag this mushy update.

i am just kidding, do not hurt me. i am not that heartless, even if i never got an update like this from some people. so back to my comment. i remember when i used to tease you about jon and you used to angry face me then blush a little. waking up next to the person you really care and love is the best thing ever. you did deserve jon now shut up :-*

[mark_mcgrath]

yes i remember that to. you accused me of liking him and i would just whine, >:o and then finally get all :-[ and give into it. it really is the most amazing feeling in the world.

and no you shutup or i really will drown you this weekend :-*

[g_gershon]

Congratulations, baby.

[mark_mcgrath]

thanks, babe. i appreciate that.