a post. ok thanks good bye. see you next year.

about a year ago today i was in Budapest, Hungary. strange to think, but everyday is a year since something and maybe they were so significant but we did not care to remember the day. usually people do it for bad days or birthdays. where is my anniversary to the first day i heard the smiths or nirvana or a hardcore record. The first time i ( Read more... )

I am going to be a father!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i am going to california. late may. be prepared. i believe a trip to vegas is in store as well..... lets talk losing money. then we will watch rich in his play which will be awesome and i get to see all my rad friends there who i miss dearly. then.........in july...here is london, giddy of london. is it home of the free or what ( Read more... )

so i am pretty sure i love my new job, granted in six months i could renege on that. either way as for now i love it and i like the people i work with a lot. plus its so laid back and no one getting on your ass, plus i think i am gonna be a much better stock manager than the last one, i mean i do not even carry a gun. i should be in class right ( Read more... )

so i finally got my car back! there goes another 700 and i still have to get the body work done and a new tire / alignment. where does this shit end? i am having some serious consideration to changing my life around. would it really be that bad? maybe i should get out of this state. maybe. i dont know. decisions decisions decisions. time is ( Read more... )

its so easy to fuck things up. I think i do that with most things in my life. now even if i decided that i wanted to return to something the option is not there and it shouldnt be cuz i dont deserve it. i am not sure if that is the best thing or even what i want as well. On a cheerier side, i have a new job and have quit hollywood video, the ( Read more... )

so life is pretty hard and depressing and lonely, no matter who you are around. Sometimes there is just one person i want around. Life would be so much easier. At the same time i would have no idea of that if i still had the possibility. I dont want to cry in this computer lab. I am not doing well in school. I have bills i can not pay, cuz ( Read more... )

rollin on electric wheels mutha fucka!!!!! get OF me!

So much pent up aggression and depression and repression and recession and digression(sorry, Rev. jesse jackson style rant). I got a second job yesterday working at Greggs resturant as a waiter(server), its pretty cool but my situation is not better. I will still be working a lot, i dont want to deprive my school work like i have been. Im in a ( Read more... )