when i said we could smoke at my neibhors house i meant ciggarettes!! NOT WEED... there is once agian absoultly no smoking weed there... srry just walk down the street or go ride with someone...

thnks agian jacob sikes <3

ITS OFFICIAL!! PARTY AT JACOBS HOUSE! SATURDAY... I DONT KNOW WHAT TIME YET BUT IM WORKING ON ALL THAT AS WE SPEAK ( Read more... )

shit i have alot to say, but even though im speeding balls i dont feel like writting thing except what is most important right now... YOU GUYS THERES LIKE 5 FUCKING DAYS TILL SCHOOL STARTS AND YOU KNOW WHAT IM THINKING? we throw the bigest fucking party every b/c once school starts im not allowed to go anywhere... meaning i have 5 days to party it ( Read more... )

the thought of truely understanding life has made me aware that i can be happy at anytime any place... but also vise-versa. I mean think about it... if you understand life or you knonw it for what it is... in my opionin you are truely happy and there is no happier to be, b/c once you can accept that life is the past in future and present tense and ( Read more... )

god im bored... i looked up wondering how many more times ill fall in love with my best friend and never tell her... heh... its so sad, b/c at one time she loved me too... god damn... i mean its not like i havent tryed, b/c i have infact ive told her... but it either doesnt register or she doesnt believe me or she thinks the only reason i might ( Read more... )

i hate me... i hate being me... i hate the life of me... there isnt and never will be any positive part of being me...

and on a happier thought me and kourtknee and bobby party-d it up last night

out

<3

going to new orleans tommorow!!! YEE HAWWW

ok that is all!!!!

It occured to me earlier that almost everyone i know has had the thought what if my perspective is different than yours... such as my pink or blue or any colore maybe totally differnet than yours... the thought that nothing existist and that its all my imagination, that indeed you are fake... or as i am... i dont know about you but im real... im ( Read more... )

shit yeah... i dont really fealling remanicenating on the last few days... (srry i cant spell that word)... anyways but its been fun tell you about it later ( Read more... )

i just realized that the new perfect circle cd "thirteenth step" theres a song called "noose"... a noose has 13 raps... 13 steps... "well im more than just a little curious on how you planing to go about making your amends... to the dead..."

Perfect circle has my heart ()