Comments | marked_up_arm: on the origin and nature of the emotions...?

marked_up_arm

on the origin and nature of the emotions...?

Jun 23, 2004 01:17

what do you know... im updating. Shit i dont know what to say, its like so much has happened... well in a nutshell... im unhappy at the time, but i wont go there ( Read more... )

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lackscharacter June 24 2004, 04:16:36 UTC

i love you ..even more than real world..and you know thats a big step for me. i want things to be like they used to be too and i want to care about yer dehidration. and yeah. tonight was perfect even though i hated all the parts that included other people. perfect ending. i love you. (and yer little doggy too..haha just had too god, im such a loser!!)

marked_up_arm July 2 2004, 23:21:53 UTC

Sam, i dont know whats happened... i wish i could fix it... if its my fault i wish i could go back... but idk... it used to seem like you enjoyed dating me... like enjoyed being around me... now it just doesnt seem that way... and you used to like being around me no matter where are with who... but its like we have to be alone for you to even talk to me... idk whats happening anymore... idk and your like the only person that i can talk to about my problems anymore and your never around for me to talk you... last two days i almost killed myself 3 times... the only reason i didnt was b/c of you... and i then thought... i wish i could say goodbye to it all... with out saying goodbye to you... i wish i could... but it almost doesnt seem like it matters anymore... you probably wont read this... idk why im even typing it... im so stupid ... (your right) hmmmmm... im so pathetic ( ... )

morphinextears June 26 2004, 18:48:27 UTC

i'm guessing one part was directed towards me? that's dreadful.
and i just wanted to tell you that i was eating chicken right now. b/c i HAVE to eat the chicken!

-lindsay

marked_up_arm July 2 2004, 23:03:52 UTC

i love chicken

seekingalife July 3 2004, 08:20:38 UTC

jacob.O jacob, where is my love. to be honest with you. some of the things you wrote in this last entry kind of relate to how i feel in a way right now. this is why....dun dun dun... we must hang out,bond,take cute pitures,sip on icees, make movies, cry on each others shoulders, listen to every single detailed problem we are having with life or even our confusions with life,go into depth about them, hope that we can help eachother in some way, tell eachother that we love eachother with all of our hearts and then me start crying because i cant do this anymore. this whole thing with us not being close. its not working.its just not. do you remember back in the day when we first got close. and you saved me and i saved you. and we just loved it. you know bff. we need to do that again ( ... )