where have you been hiding all these years? and why is noone posting new blogs to read? i wanna read some new blogs...and not from myspace or facebook...

more and more I realize just how stupid people are, and how short life really is. Why do things that make you unhappy and make other people unhappy? I have begun questioning my life over these past several months and realized I have a lot of changes in the roads ahead. Give it up already....you fake ass people.

in just a couple days we will be staring at the beautiful beach waves. Who is excited? Me! to get out of Knoxville, to leave this place behind, find somewhere beautiful to go for a while.

m.i.s.s.i.n. t.h.o.s.e c.h.i.l.d.h.o.o.d.m.e.m.o.r.i.e.s
p.a.r.e.n.t.s
p.l.a.y.i.n.i.n.t.h.e.r.a.i.n.
i.h.o.p
c.r.a.y.o.n.s.a.n.d.m.a.r.k.e.r.s
v.a.n.i.l.l.a.c.o.k.e
h.o.m.e.m.a.d.e.v.i.d.e.o.s
s.u.p.e.r.n.i.n.t.e.n.d.o
s.a.t.u.r.d.a.y.c.a.r.t.o.o.n.s
w.a.l.k.i.n.g.i.n.t.h.e.s.n.o.w.w.i.t.h.b.f.f.s

she takes me highhh!

i also miss livejournal.
It was nice just to have a place to write things down and others could choose to read or not to read
*shrugs*
whatever

here is the new story ( Read more... )

since an update. 
like i say i hate him breathing down my neck...
i used to be so immature and want attention, now i just want him.

This could be an opportunity

If you promise to let it
If you promise to let it grow

'Cos you're the one I love

can you help me work out my anger problems? I think they came from my childhood..then my relationship with jeremy.
 So, jesse broke up with me at sundown. 
then, he spent the night with me last night (friday)
he told me he thinks we can work if i can learn to be more than a lover, i have to learn to be a friend too.
Thats hard for me because im afraid ( Read more... )