i so much crap on my mind right now and i cant seem to find the words to bitch into this thing .... maybe tommorrow this will be easier ........

ima see you soon fail ......

markes .............. #-6304---->

if ive learned anything about myself thoughout recent events ......... its come purely through personal struggle ....... but ive come to accept it ........ you make life work for you .... nothing more nothing less .......... every set back ive delt with has taught me a very personal lesson ...... one that helps shape who i am and what i do , for ( Read more... )

happy 25th b- day to me ( Read more... )

I LEARNED ALOT ABOUT MYSELF LAST NIGHT ........ ONCE AGAIN I WAS TO BE BUTCHERED BY THE ONE PERSON I THOUGHT I CARED MOST ABOUT , BUT UNLIKE OTHER TIMES I BOUNCED BACK ON MY FEET ALL IN ABOUT 30 MINS LOL ......... BUT NOT WITHOUT THE HELP OF SOMEONE NEW ( THANK YOU SO MUCH ANNA YOU WERE MY HERO AND FRIEND WHEN I HAD NOONE )..... SOMEONE I DIDNT ( Read more... )

i remember better days ( Read more... )

i just came back from orlando where i spent the day with some good ppl and got alot of my old stuff back ....... i feel like things are starting to fall into place again ....... altho im still pretty fucked up by recent personal discoveries ........... im sure things will work themselves out ......... today i heard something i havent been able to ( Read more... )

there are moments in life when your happy , or sad ............. recentlly i find myself focused ........ i have alot of new goals and meeting them has become top priority .......... work is one of them .......... more importantly family ....... it seems like those two things are there for me even when i neglect them .......... both of those ( Read more... )

im tired of being me right now ...... i wish there was an easier life to step into for awhile ......................

i have nothing left in me to give to anyone anymore ............

i dont know why it happened .............. im not sure if it was a series of moments or rather one moment that determined how i was going to feel about you ............. you've been a friend to me when most just looked the other way .......... sometimes leaving your house at like 3 in the morn to come talk to me about nothing and everything .... ( Read more... )

DAM i couldnt believe ive seen the days when i'd find a way to make it out here ......... when id look at myself and find some happiness in what ive made ............ i can do nothing but smile ............ ive been looking at myself alot .............thinking about how ive made it this far ...........all the lessons ive learned .......... i hope ( Read more... )