It's been nearly three years since my ex and me where together.  I still remember the last time I was him.  I had to drive him to Orlando.  After that it neither has nor will it ever be the same.  Nothing really is the same - at least in feelings and thoughts.  I don't know what I've been waiting for, closure?  It's been so long should I even ask ( Read more... )

Haven't really written alot in awhile. Like two months worth..  Seems like the world has gone to shit.  Stupid shit happening all over the world.  Seems everyone wants some thing for nothing..  Cut taxes but don't cut back on anything..  You need those tax dollars to pay for the things we need.  We don't want the war but yet we want cheap gas - ( Read more... )

Nothing makes you feel older then being a go between - between someone who you think is interested in you but in all honesty is interested in the guy your with....  Even though he's a friend, I guess it's ok, but when you drive there with someone - only to drive home alone ----- the alone part really hits home ( Read more... )

 PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you 
know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you 
have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to 
provide you with guidance ( Read more... )

Well another b-day has come and gone.  I wanted to spend it with three people, as my life is such as it is; I spent it with a friend as not to spend it alone.  My new goal will be to spend it myself - because as I've said before I'm the only one I can count on.  One friend met with a long time lost love, which I understand in a way.  It made me sad ( Read more... )

Haven't wrote in a while.  Guess not much to right about.  Things have cooled off alot.  I guess time and life have a way of doing that.  Just one day you wake up and realize nothing is going on any more.  To a certain degree.  Works the same but found a good way to deal with stress.  Those things that you keep doing over and over again and can't ( Read more... )

I like to go out to Pleasure Island on Thursday nights.  Not that I hope to find someone - but rather to reminisce of times long ago.  It's a young crowd - 20's but there full of immortality and invincibility.  A characteristic I had years ago.  I started to talk to someone that was curious, of what I wanted in a relationship with a man vs. a woman ( Read more... )

Life can be so content - calm - peaceful - stable. 
Then things get stirred up. 
You just have to ride the waves until things calm down.  
I must say I'm most content when things are calm like anyone else.  
Maybe it's just me but at times I think some people just don't need the issues that comes with people / friends.  
I think a friendship is like a ( Read more... )

Things you can do to help Earth:

Turn off your lights when your not at home - turn off things your not using - fans - lights - etc.
Hand wash your dishes
Hang your clothes outside to dry 
Use the Microwave instead of the stove 
Lower the setting on your Hot Water heater
Change out your old bulbs to a Fluorescent type bulb
Shut off your TV/VCR/Computer at ( Read more... )

I celebrated my 5th year with Publix at a luncheon yesterday.  I must say I was impressed.  At least if I where deaf.  No matter what was said it was contradicted by 5 years of experience.  I found it amusing because there was a hearing impaired girl there that they provided a sign language interpret for her.  Why now after 5 years do they do that ( Read more... )