working. trying to get some sleep. not much other then that has been going on.

i filed for full custody of Faith the other day. Our court date is July 11th. I wonder if Jesse will have the balls to come back to CT and see his daughter. who knows?

well i'm going to get goin. i gotta get some sleep

( Read more... )

well i just got back from the gym...feel the burn motherfuckas ( Read more... )

Jesse called me yesterday on my cell at work screaming at me because i won't send Faith back out to Oregon. I just don't think its safe. For one thing, Jesse doesn't have a drivers liscense. If he gets arrested who is gonna take care of her? even if his sister is out there she is a minor she can't be a parent to a child ( Read more... )

I will always believe in Jesus with all my heart. But since i am no longer considering myself a christian am doing a lot of exploring. I have come to the conclusion that i am indestructable. nothing can destroy me. I can't get addicted to things. nothing can kill this spirit in me.

he makes me want to be sober and kindthe other day someone said ( Read more... )

Hes a portrait of this world. Hard cold and cruel. but if you use your heart and see whats truely inside, you see the inherant truth and beauty that lies with in him--and all of humanity. I am so inspired. So joyful. I am indestructable. Nothing can break me or destroy me. I have had so much joy in my heart since the other day. I went to pachaug ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

can i separate inspiriation from actualization? separate the song from the story? or will i romantasize you into a reality? Rolling hills of freedom. I see Nevada in your eyes.

A peculiar stranger ( Read more... )

i have a really awesome new friend. possibly could end up something more. i'm really happy right now. I have been eating ( Read more... )

man i just feel this love around me. like i am in love. and i don't know with who or what. it might be life. the holy ghost. i'm so happy. Thank you...Thank you holy spirit ( Read more... )