man i am so stressed.

and so stuck in my own head again.

I'm having a hard time functioning socially.

Awkward.

Souless converstations.

I don't care enough to think of anything clever to say.

I am on overload.

This song totally describes me. Dontcha just love Joni...

All the people at this party ( Read more... )

i got my hair cut today. i like it all right. I bought some make up and some other shit too.

I went to niantic to see my agent and she was SOOOO suprised to see me. But so happy. i'm so glad to be in connnecticut i just can't wait until my little girl is here! then life will be perfect.

damnit..i need to find something to do tonight.

I always wake up too early. i don't have to be to work till noon but still i wake up at 7am. bloody hell. Tomorrow morning i gotta wake up at 5:15 to be at work by 6am. doesn't that fucking blow? oh well ( Read more... )

I wrote this a week or so before Jon moved in. If Jesse would have listened to me i would have been back in Connecticut before Jon even contacted us. My family would still be together. I would be back home to stay. why couldn't Jesse have just listened and gone home? thats all i wanted.....

I am dealing with way too much indescion right now on ( Read more... )

hey everyone....i/m staying at my dads for a while until hopefully me and jesse work things out.
so i'll be online here periodically.

thanks for your support! i love yall~

Wow. things are just getting harder ( Read more... )

I truely am nuts ( Read more... )

i'm starting to fall apart.

hey guys i made it here! it is pretty cool. a hell of a lot better then tennessee. but my heart is in california. i probaly won't be staying in oregon for more then a year or so ( Read more... )