Well, my birthday was yesterday. Whoopty do. Things sucked. I feel like I tried SO hard on making other people's birthdays SO awesome and no one even cared ( Read more... )

How come when things are going completely good in your life, you always want more? How come I can't tell him what I want and feel like I should tell him? How come when you want something so bad, and work so hard on it, you don't and up getting it? I don't get it. Things are getting back to normal in my life, and I still need something else to make ( Read more... )

i should probably write in this. WOW. school goes by like you wouldn't believe. i feel like i just started and it's half-way through. it's really hard to feel happy about it. i mean christmas is here and stuff. but after this there's nothing left. i no longer go to mls. i'm just a stupid alumni. i won't see half of my friends anymore. i'll probably ( Read more... )

so i'm definately venting right now.

i'm SO stressed out about everything. Mostly school, family, and boys.
I feel like i went back to school and everyone just wrote me off, like i don't really matter anymore. Especially the guys... most of my good guy friends haven't really even said a word to me. I don't know what to do... I mean I know why some of ( Read more... )

so, the 4th of July was so much FUN!   i knew it was going to be fun cuz i hung out with 3 of my best friends jess, emily and fletch but i really didn't think it would be as much fun as it was. we really didn't do a lot but i got to hang out with jess who i haven't really hung out with in like a year. she is a crack up i love it. we went to go ( Read more... )

This summer has been really good so far. 
I've been making a lot of money, from babysitting my cousins all day and night like everyday, but i think i've spent like half of it all ready just from shopping. 
I have realized it's really hard for me to leave a store WITHOUT buying something.  
The down side to babysitting is i'm in flushing for the whole ( Read more... )

omg, i just remember i actually had one of these things, the last time i wrote in this was in MARCH haha i can't believe it. well since then i had performed in the school play, OKLAHOMA as a Chorus member supposedly i was really funny. then i went to the prom and had a blast, then i made concert choir and HSH and i can't believe it. wow. yeah i don ( Read more... )

i hate how some people are SSOO hypocritical. They complain and cry about someone betraying them, but then they sit here and turn around and do it to me. She pisses me off because she was so immature about her whole problem, but then when she did it to me she expected me to act like nothing happened. I'm not going to be immature about this i really ( Read more... )

Double U Tee Eff!!!! What is going on with me? Ok, i've been going to sleep pretty early all break because i need to get better for the play and no more being sick. So i've been sleeping like 12 hours and stuff. and then today i was watching Harry Potter in my room at 12:30 (and i was supposed to go to the mall after) but instead i sleep until 5 in ( Read more... )

omg, i'm so stressed and tired and sick, it's like not even funny. this whole week has been depressing and i'm just so tired. Today my car stalled for like the 5th time now. and today i was like flipping out. i have my godchild in the back and i was just super stressed. i like started crying and my dad doesn't understand at all. i think i just need ( Read more... )