"Kadaj doesn't love me like you do!" Roxas choked out. "I don't even think he loves me at all! Look, I'm sorry about August, okay?" If he had been visible, Roxas's face would be scrunched up and covered in tears, his eyes desperate. Though for some reason seeing nothing but air and just hearing him seemed even more creepy and passionate. "I want to take it all back!"
Axel hugged Roxas just a little tighter, breathing in the smell that he had once been so used to. That smell that was entirely the blonde and the type of shampoo he'd used that day. He had missed it. Missed Roxas.
"I said I'd let you be happy," he muttered, one hand reaching up to cup the little blonde's very invisible cheek. "No matter what. I think Kadaj can make you happy."
"How can I be happy with anybody or anything when I know you're telling someone other than me that you love them?!" Roxas wailed angrily, beating a fist on Axel's chest. "I... I KNOW I'm young and immature, but we can do this, I know we can! Just give me a chance, Axel, please!" he was sobbing, the tears invivible until they began to drip on the floor.
Axel stood there and let Roxas hit him all he wanted, feeling very much like he deserved it. He'd lost nights of sleep, wondering why he had ever loved the little blonde. Wondering why he couldn't let go.
The reason, he realized, was some sort of hope.
"You're right, you're young," he agreed solemnly, trying not to let the fact that the invisible boy in his arms was crying sway his words. Words that he'd been waiting months to say and were fucking painful. "Too young. I expected a lot too fast, and you don't really know what you want, Roxas." Though Axel did know. "It doesn't work this way." Though he tried to sound concrete and assured, his voice cracked several times.
"I DO KNOW WHAT I WANT!" he screamed. Luckily the music in the bar made it impossible for anyone outside of the bathroom to hear this. "You've already taken my innocent, do you just want me to go back to being a normal teenage kid?! I'm not going to forget what you said to me, I'm not going to forget all the times with fucked. Because I liked it, not because you're hot and I was horny but becasue I loved you!"
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"I said I'd let you be happy," he muttered, one hand reaching up to cup the little blonde's very invisible cheek. "No matter what. I think Kadaj can make you happy."
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The reason, he realized, was some sort of hope.
"You're right, you're young," he agreed solemnly, trying not to let the fact that the invisible boy in his arms was crying sway his words. Words that he'd been waiting months to say and were fucking painful. "Too young. I expected a lot too fast, and you don't really know what you want, Roxas." Though Axel did know. "It doesn't work this way." Though he tried to sound concrete and assured, his voice cracked several times.
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