sometimes I'm really confused about my current standing in...hmm...just about everything. I know I'm not where I want to be right now and I honestly don't know how to change it this time. So...tomorrow I'm going to fix my bike (or maybe buy a new one), pack it and my guitar into my car, and drive down to Indy to stay with Sara and some of her ( Read more... )

This holiday weekend was much better than anticipated compared to holidays of past...I went with Megan, Bob, Karry, and Peter to the beach to watch the fireworks. It was a really beautiful night...the breeze was perfect and the water was warm...and it's just peaceful to be on a beach at night with friends watching fireworks across the lake. After ( Read more... )

All things considered, it was a really nice night. The band sounded great (like always)...dinner and coffee in the early morning at a greasy diner with friends can never be bad (not always good, but never bad.) I always look forward to hearing Bob play whenever I'm home...I really like their music/attitudes towards their music ( Read more... )

I enjoy watching people enter large rooms and I enjoy watching the same people leave small rooms, but during this time in between their entrance and exit I don't do any more than stare at them and think about them. I like to make up my own stories for people...they're fascinating stories. I imagine what people are thinking about during the times ( Read more... )

The library is kind of creepy at night when your on empty floors...I don't trust those elevators very much either. They tend to take you to whatever floor they feel like taking you too...and I'm not being crazy because that has happened at least once to almost everyone I've talked to about the elevators at the library (I think it's only come up ( Read more... )

I watched the sky tonight from the grassy area between ballentine and woodburn. I think I might have been the only person out...usually I'll see one or two more people, but not tonight. The ring around the moon was still there. I could see all the stars...and they're all beautiful. I saw a shooting star...I like wishing on stars, but I didn't ( Read more... )

It just began to rain and it smells like spring. I really like rain...I don't understand why some people get really depressed by rainy weather...I guess it is dark and dreary, but that's part of what makes it so beautiful to me. Every time it's raining I always have to go for a walk...even when the sound of the raindrops hitting the ground wakes ( Read more... )

I was up way too late last night, but I can't think of a better reason to be up late. Sean, Shannon, and I went to LaBamba's last night, then Sean and I sat around for hours talking about the musical he's writing about spontaneous combustion. He played the first song for me and it's actually really good...I was more than impressed. Then we ( Read more... )

The big news of the weekend: I received a rose yesterday from an 'unknown' person...stuff like that happens to me a lot. It's strange...who would give me a rose?...I mean, it's just me. I do enjoy it though; it's a single rose in an old water bottle sitting on my crowded desk...the red really stands out against the other bland, somewhat dingy ( Read more... )

I've never seen the snow shine as brightly as it did tonight to create a view that was more immaculate than any painting ever painted; I was afraid to step on it and take away it's pristine beauty. I felt like I was walking on unspoiled, virgin land where I was the first and only person to stand on the untouched crystal splendor. I was able to ( Read more... )