i wish things were simpler and that i could just be with my family and friends all at once. why in world does that have to be so impossible ( Read more... )

i'm so done with the overdramatic.

i feel alone.

i feel betrayed.

i feel angry.

i feel ugly.

i feel used.

i feel hurt.

i feel invisible.

i feel like i don't really want to be around any more....

this semester's been so much better than last...and this week has been just wonderful so far. i love cory, i love brooke, i love my family. getting to sit in the sunshine, sip iced green tea and talk to them all has been blissfully wonderful.

i think i'm going to start using livejournal again, it's high time i do.

i have such high hopes for two thousand seven.

this isn't home...but i'm not really sure what is.

stressed doesn't even begin to describe how i feel right now. i just missed a week of classes, have two papers due tomorrow and a meeting with the dean. i'm so annoyed with everything and i just want christmas break to hurry up and get here. i know that it's only about two weeks away, but that's just not close enough right now ( Read more... )

i'm hurt. i'm beating myself up. i'm angry. i'm sad. i want to feel better but don't know how to fix it. and i don't know if i would take the steps necessary to fix it even if i did know the answer. i can't deal with any of this any more. i'm hurting. alot. i'm screwing stuff up. i'm so mad with myself ( Read more... )

turns out the mcnulties are going to all be in kentucky for thanksgiving this year.

that's right.

go ahead and flip out...it's completely warranted.

so my roommate took my car this weekend ( Read more... )