Been holding up well emotionally today.  Sunday was a sad day; work until 3 pm followed by dinner with Dad and my sister.  For most of the day I barely ate (just some carrots in the morning and a salad at dinner), because I didn't feel like it at all.  To lift my spirits out of the sad mood I met up with several old friends at a diner and gave them ( Read more... )

My raging emotions during the past week or so make a lot more sense ( TMI TMI TMI )

EU exam tomorrow. Hope it's not too difficult.

Lyrics:
Remove us from the scene of the crime
I cant help myself, details fill my mind

Sheets by Tegan and Sara

Worked all weekend. Store manager lies so much, want to find a new job.
Dinner with Dad and Michele after work. Got carded when I asked for wine, and the server gave me a really full glass. He commented that I had just turned 21 this year, so that's probably why he gave me so much.
( Snippet of Dinner Conversation )

That thunder moves like damn drawers slamming in my frame,
Slamming in my framework
I can't untangle, I can't untangle
What I know and what should matter most

"Relief Next to Me" by Tegan and Sara

Pretty simple day today. Stressed a little bit because of finals next week, problems with the bank, and from running late. After an hour or so though all the worries seemed pretty unimportant, and I've been fine ever since ( Read more... )

Ok guys, I've calmed down since yesterday. The morning light shown down on a more reasonable me. I've got to trust that Sara is a friend and wouldn't read someone's private journal. Michelle trusts her, so I will too. Sara's a pretty private person too, so I'm sure she would understand how having your journal read would make someone feel like ( Read more... )

Michelle, Stacey, Sara, and Skye came by my apartment tonight to hang out and watch some DVDs ("Supernatural" season three to be specific). At one point Sara was in my room putting Tegan and Sara onto itunes, and everyone else was someplace else in the apartment. I had a moment of panic; my journal was on the desk with the computer. Would Sara ( Read more... )

Been feeling better lately. Lost five hours of work on a paper between Saturday and Sunday, it disappeared off the computer. Probably I clicked something that caused the file to be deleted. Sunday afternoon I ate lunch with Dad, and admitted to being hung up on a girl when he insisted on knowing why I've been "in a bad mood". He wasn't surprised, ( Read more... )

These days I seem to be more subject to emotions. Some days go along just fine until some small happening sends me down into a dark and miserable place. There's no expiration date to the bad mood, it doesn't go away until something else happens to bring me back up. The opposite can happen just as easily. Bad days can be flipped around by small ( Read more... )