Things are good... Maybe its all at last finally over. Two holes in my heart... Can I move on? I think so. Got something better going. I think at least.

So now I go to bed and imagine being in the arms of a different "you". Who is anything but the old you I spoke of. Thank God!

What was once an open throbbing bleeding wound is now a healing but still throbbing wound. Will take a long time to heal. To give up so much for something you thought was right and suddenly to find out that what you thought was so solid runs through your hands so simply, for lack of firm chosen substance... To realize you gave it all up for a ( Read more... )

I don't doubt that he hurts. I doubt why he hurts, but I do not doubt that he hurts. Lack of conviction, of steady morals, he flings himself in the mud and then wonders how he got there. He falls in love at the drop of a hat, for people he would never have thought worthy before. He speaks of the sinful and wrong nature of homosexuality but finds ( Read more... )

you're a judgemental, narcisistic, know it all, sarcastic, self serving, over protective, offensive, rude, tactless IDIOT a lot of the time!

Jak and Jyll went up the hill
To live happily ever after
Jyll pushed Jak down
And broke his crown
Then Jyll jumped headfirst after.

Sitting under the mushroom cloud
In my chair made of a bomb shell
With no gas mask to save me
So I breathe in
Deep.

got an email about College Advance weekend, gonna go methinks. Sounds like fun. So I hope I can go. A Christian retreat is just what I need, methinks.

And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross...

Saturday I went to the Build A Bear Factory in Fashion valley with my neice, finally fulfilling her birthday present coupon. I took lotsa pics


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Danny called Tristan... Danny made verbal contact with the west coast... and he didn' t talk to me. I think I'll go drown myself in the bathtub.