so yea its been a long time today was good and bad good because what happend but not going to talk about that ;-) but i went to gregs going away party. and it didnt hit me until after we dropped him off that i wont be seeing him anymore after this week. it actually brings tears to my eyes thinking about it. i have known him for 9 years. and the ( Read more... )

well its been along time not much has really gone on i moved still looking for a job . well tomorrow me and joe are seeing i robot that will be dank . today was my ex- jennys birthday so i called her to say happy birthday she didnt answer i worte her an email so i know she would get that left my number so she could call me. that night joe had ( Read more... )

so alot has happend i turned 18 , some of my family members have died ,and i saw my cousins that i havent seen in forever which was awesome and i am moving out soon one thing that really made me happy is the fact that jenny is finally talking to me again i didnt want to leave know she was pissed off at me i mean i love her just not as strong as i ( Read more... )

so this weekend was fun. i went to deer park, as soon as i got there me and joe went to get a car from jermel. one our way there we saw zach and babyseat sitting staring at this building underconstruction....they are creepy. later that night we went to italinette and saw one of joes friends and mini britney so after we were done getting our tattoos ( Read more... )

so been awhile not much has happend im going to deer park friday to hang out with joe. we are going to see a movie go to parkers and work on a secret project and go on a road trip. and i have to say this cum on feel the noise girls rock your boys we'll get wild wild wild. woo well im out like flare pants.

so not much has happend lately jenny started talking to me again sort of she sort of acts like im just some anoyance. i started talking to this girl elizabeth shes really cool we might hang out saturday and if not saturday on monday at a show. she likes alot of the same music i do like 80s and the cure and basicly we like the same thing. shes very ( Read more... )

so not much has gone on lately. i wrote a new song which is in the process  of being copyrighted and should be final tomorrow. i will post it after i say a few things...i am sorry to anyone i have ever hurt or made fun my whole life i truely am sorry. i relize how it feels i am a fuck up and i feel like im being used and thrown away like trash so ( Read more... )

so it has been awhile since i last updated i am much better now bradly has put things in perspective. and in the words of LWH "im fine and im over you just thought id say it but are you listening" there were alot of good times in our relationship but there were also bad times but im fine now i can find someone else. in fact i really am begining to ( Read more... )

so not much has gone on jennys not talking to me life sucks and i have to work here is something i wrote hope you like it ( Read more... )

today sucked like everyday i wrote jenny this note telling here that i still love her and i made her feel bad and i am sorry for that but i had to tell her i mean she is the only girl i have loved this much and i would do anything for her. i honestly thought we would get married but right now its not looking too good and lately i have been ( Read more... )