I MISS YOU:'(

so today was fun i got called out of school and hung out with seth. we went to fiesta brava where they gave seth more then he orderd so i ate it. then we got ice cream at dairy queen. then went back to his house till 3 then i went home. then mark got online and asked me if i wanted to go play some pool and i went. we played 6 games which i won 4 of ( Read more... )

so its been awhile since i last posted not too much has gone on. this weekend was fun and very busy. friday i left school early and got mark and eli to come get me we hung out all day went to hustler, then went back to marks we met up with nich and doug later but not for long nich had to go home, so then we went back to marks and i got totally ( Read more... )

sooo this weekend was ok. firday i hung out with joe and nate nates g/f dumped him i felt bad for him because his story and my story was soo alike. we went and saw hidalgo that was pretty cool i liked the demonic slave laugh that was great. saturday morning greg came over and we hung out for awhile then joe took me home then i went to work that ( Read more... )

this song says exactly how i feel now. not much ahs gone on lately still very sad and feel worthless and lonely, this weekend im hanging out with joe.so on to the song ( Read more... )

so yea this weekend was fun with joe that is but today was shitty jenny once again has made me cry i dont know why i still love her cause she continues to keep hurting me i just feel like maybe this coming weekend i should maybe go on a date or something to get my mind off of her i would give anything to have everything how it was. but i geuss i am ( Read more... )

so today was hard seeing jenny all day knowing she wasnt my g/f anymore. it sucked so many times i just wanted to hold her hand .. we ate lunch together still talked but she said shes sticking by this and isnt going to change her mind it sucks.. she called me tonight too we talked but she knew and i knew it was awkward. i was singing november rain ( Read more... )

so today i skipped school today was pretty hard but thanks to joe and jamie they made it seem that bad. joes really bumed about jamie he has these feelings and he shouldnt worry about it hes an awesome guy jamies an awesome girl and maybe things will happen. jenny called me today to say hi and to see if im coming to school tomorrow i dont know why ( Read more... )

so i thought this weekend would be the best weekend but you know it turns out the worst of my life. after a year and 3 months jenny broke up with me and i dont understand why everything was fine one min. now its all gone to hell. i cried so hard i threw up 3 times. im not going to school tomorrow cause im afraid i will throw up and just cry all day ( Read more... )

so school was ok.we watched a video in psycology it was intresting. tonight looks like im sitting around the house cause joe isnt coming up and i think he lied to me cause i called his house and he wasnt there. so thats really fucking gay and pisses me off. so now i have to sit around my house and do nothing on my only day off this weekend its so ( Read more... )