So yea, I feel like an idiot lately. Knowing that the people I love are treating me like shit but it doesn't really matter cuz if that's what they wanna do they can just shove some large, pointy object up they ass. See, I'm still being nice. Anywho, yea, i'm pissed ( Read more... )

When a GIRL is quiet ( Read more... )

Boooored....tiiiiiired....And my back is fucking killing me. And I think i'm gonna die from this boredom and paranoia. lol. That'd be a way to go, huh? Right up there with "death by chocolate" it's just no fun. I think i'm still kinda paranoid about steph's parents physically killing us. Oh well, at least i'll be dead. YES. lol. Okay, i'm so bored ( Read more... )

It's really bright out and I'm not in the mood to be awake. I wanna crawl into a cave and escape the sunlight and everything it brings with it. This is just the mood I'm in. Taylor thinks I'm diggin him but I ain't. The only person I want other than Will is POSSIBLY Jose but that isn't happening since I can't even see him until like the 1st week of ( Read more... )

Well, the weekend was definetly interesting and fun and a few people know what went on but other than that it wsan't really anything too special. Although it was a change from the normal weekend of lack-of-excitement but still, it's Monday now and I'm back to my thoughts and my emotions. I should hang out with Steph and Ash more often cuz then I ( Read more... )

Well it's kinda late and I'm bored, I really want to call someone but i don't think i can...it's prolly not the best idea anyways. Ah well...gonna go...Sleepin over steph's tomorrow and I have a headache >

Fa la la, today is July 7th and I'm bored as fuck. Amanda slept over last night after we went to the mall and that was cool. At the mall I got to see Kaitlyn and Krystal and I met their cute friend Tim. lol. He really was cute!! Haha, just playin I guess. I really miss hanging with Kaitlyn all the time like when we were younger and Krystal and me ( Read more... )

I dunno what to do with myself but i'm gonna fuckin KILL someone very soon. I need to get myself on track with everything before I go nuts because of YOU. Yes you, Will. I know I should have expected this, I pretty much did actually, I just tried to hope that it wouldn't happen again. I don't understand it. We make a better couple when we're not ( Read more... )

If you read the last entry which is no longer there, lucky you. I take it back. Too bad, right? right. fuck off

People piss me off. Lots of people in fact. Why do I have to be an outcast? Why do you bother calling me such? I'm not. I'm just different from you. I'm HAPPY I'm different, if I were like you I'd probably shoot myself just so I could be different once again ( Read more... )