Alright so my dad is pissed at the fuckin world and it's really getting agrivating. He's fine for about 2 minutes every goddamn morning and then shit hits the fan and he's pissed. Off and on all day he's been pissed then happy and it gives me a headache. Yell at me or don't, make up your damn mind.

NEXT- Okay, I'm happy. Don't know why, just am. I' ( Read more... )

I have a headache and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I really don't. I have so much goin on right now. Things with Will, Patrick, etc are all too much. I have no idea what to do ( Read more... )

I fucked it up again. Woo fuckin Hoo. I tried to help when I should've laid back and let it transpire. I know, I didn't listen. I went behind your back baby but everythin pointed to you bein upset and I couldn't knock the feeling that I could help but obviously I couldn't. Goddamnit, you said straight out I fucked it up again when I should've kept ( Read more... )

Alright, so patrick's dad is mad at us. Patrick's girlfriend hates me. The worst of it is, I've done nothing wrong. We had permission to stay at Patrick's yesterday and chill after finals but apparently his dad forgot or something cuz now Patrick's in trouble. >< can't help it. Gonna go cry now prolly. Sounds pathetic but if ya didn't realize, I ( Read more... )

I don't know why but I seem to be happy. I really shouldn't be after what I've found out but I'm gonna be happy cuz that's what people want me to be. Kind of wanna break down but I'll be aight. I'm so out of it. Lol. Anywho, now that that's done...I've had a good day although it started out with me feeling sick but by now it's actually seemed like ( Read more... )

Alright, now I'm pissed. I can stay calm when you prank my phone, I can stay calm when you call at 3am. I can even stay calm when you blame shit on me that isn't true. But fuckin telling Will I'm dating Dennis is a big fuckin "HELL NO!"

Well, I'm in school and at the library (not at my usual comp cuz it's off). I'm still sooo happy. But I'm extremely exhausted. Izzy and John called me at 3 o'clock this morning for no reason at all. I really don't like them. Will doesn't want me talking to them and that's fine by me, I really don't want to talk to them. I love having Will's ( Read more... )

I'm so happy, I've got my baby back. You know it's fo sho, I ain't never lettin him go now. I don't know, it's crazy. Lots of days I thought we were gonna get back together, you know, we'd be talkin all sweet and actin like we do but it just didn't happen then today we are. Which is fucked cuz I blew up childishly and stupidly (is that a word?) ( Read more... )

Alright, swimming in the first week of June isn't too bright in RI. So what if it was like 90-suttin degrees out? That water was fuckin cold. And we didn't even swim, me, ash and steph. Just sat there being cold in dirty water. Then came home and swam in my pool which was even colder than the damn lake-dam-thingie. Oh well, all was still fun ( Read more... )

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