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my soul is crushed.

he's gone.

and i'm empty.

so my new job is pretty cool... better than where i was... but still not where i want to be ( Read more... )

shit. things are so different now.

so... i got another job at a company called division e... it's an assistant design position...they do men's denim, knitwear, wovens and all that... which should be cool for now... i'm getting paid a little more than my last job and shouldn't be doing nearly as much... though i do have another interview tomorrow for the same position at another ( Read more... )

My daydream seems as one inside of you
Though it seems hard to reach through this life
Your blue and hopeless life

My daydream screams bitter 'til the end
The love I share -true- selfish to the heart
My heart, my sacred heart

My daydream dream
My daydream
My daydream dream
My daydream

i woke up with the most miserable indescrible feeling inside me... i hate it.

i dont know what's up with me.

maybe i just need to smoke.

i feel like a new person now...
i don't know when it happened... or why... but it did.

all i can say is that i'm glad i'm no longer working for the company that was sucking the life, passion, and happiness out of me.

on to bigger and better things...

well i'm definitely surprised.

ummm yea. i dont know what else to write here except. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. k. had to get that out somewhere.